ARRIVEDERCI

It's pathetic to look for prospects. Don't get me wrong, we're over and done. It's just really not in my system to look for someone else right now. I don't have the time and the patience. Although I must admit that, even if there are some who are qualified, even at the very least, it's stupid to make a short list. For a moment, I thought that my disliking of you is like that of in the movies where hatred returns to affection. I was definitely wrong. I also want to say that I wanted to declare that I did not even like you in the first place considering the fact that you were just filling a void; but I'm not that mean nor am I in denial of anything. I became fond of you alright - there's no doubt about that, but now, that's all in the past. It's interesting how time flies; I can still recall the first moment we conversed... let's just leave that to memory. You were my Sybil Vane. Goodbye.