ULTIMATUM

This time I'm speaking straight and simple. Petty perhaps but true nonetheless. Pardon the incoherence, the blur.

After that first (and long) LS 10 class, I finally realized that I was really a stranger amongst the crowd of SOM students. I had no idea what I was doing there. I had no idea what they were talking about. I think I had it. I'm through with SOM and ComTech, for that matter. I have no idea where my next destination is, all I know for now is that I do not want to stay in SOM if things of those caliber (which I am certain that they are) are the ones which I will be facing in the next year or so. I think I'd rather leave now (or as soon as possible) with my own judgment and will instead of having them remove me for not being able to cope with their requirements (in a worst case scenario). It's not that I think I would fail or I am incapable of understanding the things that are to be taught. What matters here is the dedication, the liking, the motivation and all those shit which I don't think I can brag about when it comes to those Management subjects. And it's not like I have to take it; nobody would actually care if I pursue Management or not. The only reasons why I am still here is that I am still doing fine, it's where I began and I've already established relationships.

As much as possible, in everything I do, I would like to excel, or just simply shine in a way and I don't think I'm no way near that status, the way I'm situated right now but since I'm here already, I will give the damned field this semester to prove its worth and capture my interest. No, grades won't actually have a bearing here; the catch is that if I remain having this attitude towards it by the end of the year, then I'm gone for sure. Bye bye SOM, bye bye ComTech, bye bye R1.