THAT'S THE WAY IT GOES

Solitude is something that I am learning to fully master nowadays. I don't know. I just feel so much better when I'm alone... thinking - the what could have beens and the might have beens; the is and the are; what will be... will be? Gibberish in tranquility.

I'm supposed to be talking about something right now but I won't be doing so. I think it's far too hurtful. As much as I'm a very evil person, I still have a heart (stoned but still a heart nonetheless).

Psychologically speaking, this must be the effects of being the only child. But on the other hand, shouldn't I feel a greater sense of belonging and/or longing to be with the company of other people? Well, I don't know and I could care less.

Speaking of Psychology, according to a random test we had today, I am belong to the worst cases of the feeling of depression, for this week that is. Interesting. Well, as a matter of fact, I am really happy right now. Really. I mean, despite the great bullshit realization I've had; I wouldn't have done otherwise had I been given the chance to. Because... Well... Let's not get into that. It's just the way it is.

Anyway, I've lost the sense in writing once more. This sucks. I'll just update this later. I guess.