TWO SIDES

I really love the dawn. (Not the band) It really has a nice ambiance. Compared to last night, I'm somewhat calmer and more at peace... No not actually. I'm still the bitter asshole that I am, somewhat sulking, definitely thinking, but never quitting! Never! Never! Never!

Perhaps I really need therapy right now. Perhaps not. Perhaps a viewing of Ordinary People, Iris and/or On Golden Pond could help me loosen up. Perhaps not. On second thought, since I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING TO DO TODAY (Yes, I don't. That's something you seldom hear nowadays from me. Now it has finally come true.) perhaps I could devote the day to film viewing. Let me see - Angels in America, Closer, The Graduate, Lost in Translation, 2046, top everything with Citizen Kane perhaps. Maybe. Maybe not.

I can't get enough of The Follow, the short film Wong Kar Wai directed for the BMW advertisement series. I really like his style - the nostalgic ambiance, the voiceover, the music (Mi Unicornio Azul has been playing nonstop on my laptop since last night). I was about to say that I would want to use that kind of style one day but never mind. I don't want to make another PROMISE I CAN'T KEEP.

Okay, I'm getting more and more bitter by the minute. You see, I'm not really like this. Hmmm... Well, on second thought, maybe I am. Maybe not. I hate hating myself.

Io ho mal di testa. Shit.