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The rain is making me move so slow. Sloth. For this day, the only things that I have done are sleeping, eating, watching and talking. I woke up late as usual. Started the day off by watching Capote. The film was so riveting that there came a point that I wanted to buy 'In Cold Blood' and read the whole damn thing for the rest of the day. But the rain made me do otherwise; I guess I was too lazy to get out. The next movie on my list was 'Eyes Wide Shut' (Yes. Cruise. Kidman. Kubrick.) The moment I blanked out, I knew I wouldn't be able to finish the film. I don't know why, definitely not because I didn't understood it, but as I heard the piano playing Moody's Mood for Love (which at first, I though it was The Closer I Get To You) I blanked out. I paused the film, went to my laptop and played the song. Later on, I resumed the film and 10 minutes later, I blanked out again. So I slept with the thought of watching it again as soon as I wake up. The minute I wake up, I didn't want to watch it anymore. Instead, I grabbed my copy of 'Garden State' and watched it. Natalie Portman is a goddess. Although I still believe that Closer is HER defining role. Having said that makes me think of watching Closer again. The shitty thing is that I don't know if I still have the time to do so. The clock is ticking. Next thing I know, I'm back again in the outside world - where the air is blue, people are red and my soul, grey. Grey? Yes, grey. Grey.