DISSOLUTION

Why is it that everytime, when almost everything is playing out right, I have this tendency of feeling lonely? Like right now, when almost everything falls into place, I get new hopes of academic improvements and extracurricular boosts, yet I still feel empty. Why is life like that? Why is it when one's career seems to be going okay, personal life seems to be breaking into pieces, falling all over? And the fact remains that this is not about problems of loneliness due to lack of romance (Really it isn't that, you nosy... Err... Never mind. I'm too sad to curse. [See?]). Even my friendships seem empty. And it kills me because I don't know why. I don't know what to do about it let alone who I could talk to about it. There's just something that lacks. It's like the mojo that completes Austin Powers. (Do I seem mojoless? [Oh shit. This is really pointless.]) Actually it couldn't just be compared to that because I'm not only without my mojo for it feels like I don't even have Felicity/Foxxy (And who was the first one? Anyway, it was Elizabeth Hurley's role.), a mini me and even a Dr. Evil (Well, actually this part is debatable.) What I'm saying is that I feel empty and I need a cure.