REALIGNMENT

Walking in the rain this afternoon had made me many wonders. Solitary confinement does help a lot especially to obsessive compulsives like me. Through the channels of divine intervention, I had realized that I do indeed have the love I was looking for all this time.

I still could not identify whether it is my new old haircut or the familiarity in nature which helped me with this breakthrough. It’s nothing new actually. I’m back to where I started, and I don’t give a shit what people think. All I know is that we’re right in the same page. That’s all that matters anyway. We’re back to a situation which seemed to be similar to that of what we could call the golden age of our relationship. And that is worth everything I had gone through.

Great expectations are easy to accumulate especially when you feel a special biorhythm amongst the two of you. But this time, I want to play it right. I won’t take things recklessly and aggressively. If waiting is the only valuable card I can play right now then let it unfold things even if it takes an eternity.

It seemed only yesterday when I thought I have finally parted ways with her. I was wrong. I don’t even think there would be a time that I will. If I shall be imprisoned by her presence forever then let it be so. It’s just the same anyways. Even if I shall be free, she has already captured my heart. She has owned it ever since, she just wouldn’t accept it. But I will do everything in my power just to make everything fall into place just like the stars, the sun, the moon, the planets and the rest of the universe.